Soul Soli

“那年几岁，诗酒琴歌人微醉；

今朝何年，前路渺渺漫如烟。”

卡镇靠海，多海鸥。似乎不论天气不论时间，总能见到海鸥飞翔或休憩的身影，而清早时更会在半梦半醒中听见它们的鸣叫。

今天是个晴天，早上去厨房取东西吃，看见一只海鸥停在对面的屋顶上。并未多加注意，因为这里的屋顶从来都是海鸥们休息的好地方。

待到中午去煮饭时，抬头一看，竟然见到那只海鸥还在原地站着。不由好奇地多看了几眼，发现原来在屋檐间有个干草搭筑的小巢，上面有只毛茸茸的雏鸟不安分地跳来跳去。 这才知道那只海鸥是为了守护幼鸟。

晚饭时，忍不住又朝对面看了一眼，那只海鸥果然仍在原地警惕地四处看着，而身边的幼鸟则悠闲地在阳光下梳理着它灰色的绒毛。

不由感觉有点温暖。想起自己半大未大时，带了些少年的烦恼对妈妈说要是自己能够一直不长大多好啊。妈妈乜斜了我一眼：“难道让我们忙一辈子啊？” 大约也就是从那时起，模模糊糊地知道了长大的意义。每个人，都有他的责任。

而我该负的那一份，也正在到来。从小学到大学，再到研究生，16年的寒窗，虽算不上苦读，但终究都是为了能有足够的能力承担起这个责任。

只是对何去何从，总是忍不住地迷茫。回去，或留下，有时并不由我选择。不过，前行吧，或许正如他们说的，I have nothing to lose.

Gonna Get There Someday

Artist: Bentley Dierks
Album: Modern Day Drifter

Well its been a year and there so much to tell
been doing alright in spite of myself
just wish i could stop feeling bad when i pray
But I know I’m gonna get there someday

Got that job I was dreaming about
sometimes its tough traveling around
but who i wanna be still seems so far away
but i know i’m gonna get there someday

glad i told you all i meant to
while i had the chance
cause every moment i had with you
made me who i am

by the way, i met someone new
and wouldn’t you know, she’s a whole lot like you
still i ain’t ready to settle down in one place
but i know i’m gonna get there someday

well i guess i’ll be movin on
i’ll just leave these daisies by your stone
and momma, i still miss you every day
but i know i’m gonna get there someday

when that’ll be, guess only God can say
but i know i’m gonna get there someday

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